Why my rainbow is black and white?

When somebody asks if love ever lasts? All I say is until you breathe last.

He is my world and my world is falling apart, In his annihilation, do I have a part?

My silent words kept yelling, echoing my scream in the valley.

Fate couldn’t play this tragic part when all I asked was an intact pure heart.

Keeping my love in just one photograph, couldn’t be his just once upon a time laugh.

Why is my rainbow black and white? God, that’s all last time my raining eyes ask.

Sleeping next to void every single day, sadness meets him every single night.

Each corner of the house knows his every single tear and plight.

Hiding his tears while holding the pillow tighter, Please someone tell him he is a fighter.

Only time will tell who is the real player, or my tunnel will go any darker?

If god is listening please hear my barter, one sadness for his one laughter.

with a life watching the sunrise on horizon, where there is no mention of timer.